Last random thoughts (bago umalis to Sabah)

Wag naman sana ako maging adik sa mga Japanese boy bands dahil kina Akanishi Jin at Kamenashi Kazuya. -.-

Wag naman sana ako datnan ng feriod habang nasa airplane. Sa Sabah na lang, pwede?

Wag naman sana ako mamatay habang nasa field. Or sa plane. Nyiii, freaky.

Wag naman sana ako managinip ng mga hand gestures ni Akanishi Jin. Or ng dancing niya sa Murasaki live. Purple is my favorite color, wag naman sana ako ma-trauma. -.-

Random thoughts.

I think I should stop blaming people for whatever chakaness that happens to me. Kapal ng muks ko magbigay ng advice, tapos ganun din pala ako. And maybe I'm not aware (I am now, sort of) na nagkakamali din ako. And I've destroyed many good friendships single-handedly.

RESOLUTION: Mag-'hi' na kay Mike3 kapag nakita ko sya. Nagui-guilty ako. I was one big effing bitch, na hindi rin naman reasonable. No effing excuse for that. So neks sem, mag-ha-hi na ako. ^_^

RESOLUTION ULI: Hindi na ako mag-e-effort. Bawas cramming. Na-frustrate ako sa kinalabasan ng sem ko. Tae.

Ayun lang naman. La naman akong bagong tula or something.

Nga pala, leaving for Sabah next week! We'll stay there for a month. See you next sem!!!

The OMG post

OMG.

Nag-aattempt ang UP na mag-online enrolment. BIG FAILURE at mukhang walang makakaenrol this summer. Di mabuksan ang site at shet, paubos na pera ko at shet pang isa, nagbo-blog pa ako.

OMG.

Ngayon ko lang napanood ang Illuminati PV ng Malice Mizer. Thank god malabo dahil hindi kinaya ng aking virgin eyes ang pakikipag-chorva ni Gackt my love sa mga entities with boobies!!! Waaaah! Why oh why not f*ck Mana instead huh?

OMG.

Mukha na akong tangang Shinsengumi fan. Damn you, Peacemaker Kurogane.

OMG. OMG. OMG.

Just a bit more

Konti na lang matatapos na sem ko. I just finished writing my loooooooooong-overdue Anthro 181 paper and I am so happy. I only have to worry about revising our Lingg 125 paper (due tomorrow).

Later, I shall (apart from make said paper):

1. Clean my toenails.
2. Take a second and a third bath.
3. Watch "Goong" on DVD.
4. Play with my tape recorder.

My 100th post

What a loser. I've been here for around three years and I just made 100 posts? Damn.

Anyway, some poems sitting dormant in my file.

Where I Am

Where I am, there is no snow
But it doesn't mean it doesn't get
Unbearably cold
It doesn't mean people are
Always happy
There are still tears
And they fall, even when there is no snow

Where I am, there are no cherry blossoms
There are no maple leaves
But summer is not endless
Even if it is hot and bright
And the leaves do fall
But not in the autumn

Because where I am, there are no seasons
But it doesn't mean I can't write songs
There are still tears
And they do fall.


The Violin Song

The world becomes waxen
We are like statues
With our frozen memories
Written on our faces

Which point in time
Will you take us next?
Wide-eyed we look at you
While we dream of some distant place

Waking, we find ourselves
Wondering what the next song will be
Waking, we find ourselves
Waiting for the next notes to come


Perspective

What can you see
That I cannot?
It eludes me.
What I have
I do not know I do.
What is it
That I cannot see in the mirror?
It eludes me.
What I have
I do not know I do.
Or maybe it deludes you.
What I do not have
you think I do.